Decisions

I wrote this poem.  Lately we’ve had to make some important decisions regarding my mom’s care.  It has been very stressful.  I have decided I’m going to care for her.  I know it’s going to have some challenges but I feel that would be best for her and my dad.  Please pray I can do everything that is needed.  I would appreciate it very much.  Have a great day!🌼😀

Decision

Decisions

Are so hard to make

It makes me break into

Two!

But what else can I do?

I know I have to

Trust in you

Somehow?

Sometimes I don’t understand

All of your

Plan!

But you know more

And you care!

So much for me!

I just want to be set

Free

From all this!

Somehow

Somewhere!😀

Copyright: Reflections of Love/CD🌼😀

How long?

I wrote this poem.  Sometimes it’s so hard to bear watching my mom go downhill everyday. So it helps me to write and share with all of you.  Today I’m raising money for Alzheimer’s called the Longest day!  Everyone can help a little.  I hope my blog helps someone out there who is facing this too.  Know that you are not alone!  Have a wonderful day!😀🌼

How long

Will you remember me?

How long will it be?

I do not know!

I only know that

I love you!

No matter what!

You are my mother

And you will

Always be!

How long

Is it going to be

Before everything changes?

I don’t even want to think

About it!

But I know I have to

Face it somehow!

But how long?

Copyright: Reflections of Love/CD😀🌼

About

Why do these things

Come about and

It makes me want to scream

And shout!

It comes out of

Nowhere?

And I don’t understand

All of your plan!

For me!

I try and try and

Sometimes

I don’t know why!

Why does everything?

Go against us? Instead of

For us!

Why can’t it stop for

A while!

I want to smile and

Be happy! But

Sometimes it’s

Very hard to

Take it all

In!🌼😀

Reflections of Love/CD

Tree

I wrote this poem.  I hope you like it! Have a great weekend.

I feel like

I could be

A tree.

And have branches

That blow in the

Wind!

I wouldn’t have

To worry!

About anything!

I would be free

To be who I was

Meant to be!

I would just stand there

So still and quiet!

The birds would come

And get on my branches!

I would just stand

So tall!

And feel the

Sun upon

Me!😀🌼

Copyright: Reflections of love/CD

Photo credits: pixabay

 

The Wait

I was sitting in the doctors office the other day and I wrote this poem.  I bet we can all relate.  Have a great day!😀🌼

Waiting waiting

What else can

I do?

There’s nothing else left!

The walls feel like

There crashing in!

Why can’t I stop it?

At least for a while!

Help, Help!

I need your loving arms

Around me so I can

Breathe again!

Again!

What else can I do!

But trust fully in

You!

When I’m feeling nothing

But Blue!🌼😀

Copyright: Reflections of Love/CD

Photo Credits: pixabay

Overwhelmed

I’ve been sick for a couple of days with some kind of a virus. I’ve missed all of you!  I hope you all have a wonderful day! 😀🌼

I’m overwhelmed

By my life and strife

When I get up it starts

My heart is beating

So fast!

I try to control it but I can’t

It hurts so bad it’s like a knife

Is going in me!

I just want to be set Free

From all this

I’m  a mother and a daughter

What else can I be?

I try and try!

And sometimes I

Don’t know why!

There are so many things to do

Sometimes its to much to

Get through!

I have dishes and laundry and

Kids saying mommy!

Don’t get me wrong I

Am strong!

But some days are

Very long! I’m

Trying my very best but

Sometimes

All I need is

To rest!😀🌼

Reflections of Love/CD