I’m titling this post not there today. Sometimes when I spend some time with my mom I feel like she’s not there . Her body is there but her mind has vanished someplace else. It’s kinda hard to understand but they are like in a shell. They have lost all sense and any communication that once was there has gone away ! It’s not their fault it just robs you of any happy times that you used to enjoy. It really steals away all of your enjoyment ! It’s devastating because you know this person but now they are trapped in their own body ! My mom always used to ask me if I needed any help when she would come over for dinner and now she just sits there with no emotions hardly at all. She’s been on this medicine for three months now and I am wondering if it’s really helping her because all I see is her slipping away from me more and more each day ! All I can do is cry myself to sleep just about every night cuz it feels like I’m going to burst if I don’t right now ! That’s all I can do ! It’s really hard!